to hell

میرم

انقدر میرم تا سرم بخوره به سنگ

بعد انقدر سرم رو میکوبم

تا بشکنه

یه نکته ی حقوقی جالب

اگر کاری کنی که موهای یک خانم بریزه و دیگه در نیاد باید دیه ی کامل یک قتل نفس رو بپردازی!

87 روز 16 فروردین

فردا تعطیل نیست فیتیله!

دیگه خواب و خوراک تعطیله!

مخ منم پُکیده!

رنگم پریده!

موهام ژولیده!

لباسام چروکیده!

ساعتم خوابیده!

چشمه ­ام خشکیده!

شُعورم کَپَکَیده!

تاول­ صبرم ترکیده!

برنامه ­هام قاطیه!

کِرم ­هام لولیده!

حوصله ­ام پریده!

تخیلاتم خشکیده!

احساساتم آبکیه!

ادب ­ام مالیاتیه!

دم و دستگام پوسیده!

اتاقم زاییده!

گل آفتاب گردونم پلاسیده!

امیدهام ماسیده!

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دانشگاه الافیه!

TV سر کاریه!

رمان ­ها طویله!

مارک ­ها قلابیه!

غذاها تکراریه!

زن ِ­ فیلتریه!

مردِ­ سنتیه!

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بی خیال، کلاً رُسَم کشیده!

FC

...Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

Moi: The last time I saw this movie was I think 3 years ago! ...I'll plan to watch it at the first 3 free hours that I find!

Fight Club

If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this is useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told you should want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned... Tyler"

...Thanks 4 acting like u care!

My stupid ADSL line doesn't allow me to enter Blogspot

So I couldn't update!

Whatever that happens during the day just makes me

hate them*

more and more and more and more and more and …

*"Them" refers to the WHOLE system!

من نگویم که مرا از قفس آزاد کنید / قفسم برده به باغی و دلم شاد کنید

I went to Kakh-e Golestan.
I saw our weakness
I felt it with all of my cells
I'm ashamed of having their countries name in my identity card!

I'm fine with being an Iranian but I wish "they" weren't!

PS. It's full of pictures of naked women! ...Hmmm...pas mal... ;)

Forever Young

Every story has a beginning but no story truely has an end..

Sailing tO the mOOn

من سال 87 رو خیلی دوست دارم :)
شروعش که شیرین بود :)
یه حسی میگه که از بهترین سالهام خواهد بود!!!
من احساسم هییییییچ وقت اشتباه نمی کند!!!
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Not that I'm Stubborn or anything...

...I couldn't care less about you...

I don't want to talk about it
I don't want a conversation
I wanna cry in front of you
I wanna sit and stare at you

happy but ...

Me taken apart in pieces

Like a puzzle

Analyzing everything

Easier

But now

Can't put the pieces back together!

Happy!

...but lost!

...Dying...

I am certain that after the dust of centuries
has passed over our cities, we, too, will be remembered
not for victories or defeats in battle
or in politics, but for
our contribution to the human spirit.

- John Fitzgerald Kennedy

Don't try to understand this post!

This week's been one of my best weeks!
I'm very relaxed! I feel no burden on my shoulders!
Everything's like when i was in Switzerland!
The same moods, the same smells and perfumes, the same bed, the same musics, the same people...
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I'm free again!
Thank you God!
I thought I'll never actually get over it but now I'm grateful that it came up!
...I'm free to think again...

Use The Fire Escape!

باید زودتر از اینجا فرار کنم، قبل از اینکه خودم تو پیچیدگی این مردم بپیچم

Sweeney Todd: Never forgive; Never forget!ُ

چقدر بدم تا ترموستات هایی که تو کنکور سوزوندم رو تعمیر کنی؟
حاضرم واسش جون همه ی دست اندر کارهای آموزش و پرورشمون رو بپردازم!
چی؟
بیشتر از این ها باید بدم!ا

فاطی کماندو

دیشب مردم از غبطه

این دختر

کاری که من در 3-4 سال نمی تونم انجام بدم رو

در دو ماه انجام میده!

جالبیش اینه که واسه تمام این کارهاش هم از من نظر میگیره!

منو خیلی قبول داره

منم خیلی دوسش دارم

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اگه پسر بودم حتماً می گرفتمش

بی درنگ! سریع! بدون هیچ حرف پس و پیش!

به هر قیمتی!

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نمی دونم چه طوری اینجوری بازی می کنه

دیشب مردم از غبطه

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تقصیر خودمه!

من دوست دارم آروم بازی کنم

ولی دیگه از بازی خسته شدم

اینو فقط گفتم،

ولی در هر حال به بازی هام ادامه میدم

می ترسم از روزی که واقعاً خسته بشم و ول کنم!

پات کنم یا با دست خودم مهره هارو بریزم به هم!

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اون روز، روزی است که طوطی ها را میفروشم!

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متعصب

به نظر من "تاریخ" فقط و فقط واسه پند گرفتن است...مطالعه ی تاریخ هیچ سود دیگری ندارد...
کسانی که به تاریخ استناد میکنند و آن را مایه ی افتخار خود میدانند، انسانهای بسیار ضعیف و ترسویی هستند... کسانی که نمیتوانند چشمهاشون رو باز کنند و واقعیت را ببینند، ببیبند که در حال حاضر دارند در لجن زندگی میکنند و به کورش هیچ ربطی ندارند

قمری

خدا خیر بده به این سال قمری!

هی می­چرخه... ما هم خوشحالیم که سال ِ دیگه این تعطیلات میفته وسط ِهفته... کاش بیشتر وسط هفته شهید بشن و کمتر آخر هفته­ها...

... ترجیحاً از سر یا ته به آخر هفته بچسبن که دیگه همه راضی باشیم...

Unbelievable!

Going to uni in Iran really decreases your expectations from life!!!
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Today I reached home from uni in less than 45 minutes!

I feel great!

In fact I feel fantastic…

I feel happy that I'm home before sunset!

...Just living here makes you learn how to cope with unbearable conditions such as being in traffic for 3-4(5) hours per day!

We have the same story about food here! If you eat uni's food u really end up appreciating home-made food much more...

The same about praying, when u pray in uni u can't understand a word that you're saying but at home u really happen to appreciate the silence!

The lavatory as well...

I've caught an awful cold today!
We have guests and I was planning to watch "Sweeney Todd" with them but I happen to hardly be able to open my eyes! I stayed in bed for hours; I was worried that I would get a heatstroke under the quilts! :P

I went driving with our own car yesterday, it was much easier than what I thought, I imagined that since I've trained with a Pride, the other cars would take a while to get used to but I was wrong! It takes me hours to get to university and I wasn't thinking about taking our own car because it's too luxurious and I don't want to seem different from others and in fact I like hanging around with my classmates unlike past years but at the same time I have no time to waste and truly, this economic way of transportation is really a waste of time even if I'm with friends!! I assume that from next term I'd come with our car! It was my mom's idea...
I love luxury but I do my best to control it but I'm not gonna pass one third of my life sleeping, one third eating and another third in taxis or buses!!
Tehran sucks!